i never viewed myself as stubborn. the thought never would have even crossed my mind. i would have referred to myself as unmotivated or uncaring but never stubborn.

i'm not unyielding, am i? sure once i make a decision it doesn't get changed very easily. wait a minute, okay the more i think about it, the more i realize i truly am stubborn. haha.

great, so i now know another part of my personality. i am an unyielding bitch. i make a decision and i don't get unstuck from this decision very easily.

i am thankful that they pointed this out to me. i have been ignorant to this side of me for so long. it's good to know that i am no longer blind about this anymore.

i don't think being stubborn is necessarily a bad thing so i guess it doesn't bother me.

i like being difficult to handle and resolute. i like making people mad. it's fun, actually. people get worked up so easily and i like to see how many strings i have to pull before they blow.

watching people get mad used to bother me but now i let it pass by like nothing. i have an emotional void in that sense. well i guess maybe not a void but i definitely find humour in the fact that they are piss ass mad.

especially when they are so mad that they start shaking. hahahahahahahaha. i really enjoy watching that.

oh dear, how did i get on this mad thing? oh yeah, i am a stubborn bitch. oh yippee!

god do i ever have a fucked up sense of humour. or i guess it could just be my cynical depression talking...