Do you want quantity or quality, man?
2004-04-27 :: 10:36 p.m.

New boss testing my patience. To stay or not to stay? Can I actually work through this rough patch? Will he change and become the boss I want him to be? Fuck no. Crap, what have I gotten my blockish self into? I give up two shifts at a fantabulous job (while risking the possible loss of that job as a result) to work for a pink-tutu wearing Lucifer. What the heck was I thinking??

Perhaps it is my never-quitting attitude (which rarely surfaces except for in situations which regard some sort of financial matter in my life) that impels me to not relinquish. After spending almost a month hacking away at the fresh job, I really do not want to find another. A portion of it is laziness on my part, of course. I just wish my new boss would smarten up and bring me in at 10 AM every day instead of 12 or 1 PM. He is being completely unreasonable in thinking it possible for me to complete the various tasks on hand (especially on a busy day) in the time allotted. I am not fucking superwoman, fuck!

I am so frustrated right now. I want to move forth with my life so badly, but I seem to keep getting myself into sticky situations in which I have no clue as to what I should do. I have to admit that I like making money, I just wish I had stable, full-time hours at a job that I felt comfortable and at least liked. I guess that is what 99% of the population wishes for as well, right? Maybe I should unfold my ears and listen to those that tell me it could be worse and that it is toughening me up for more dick-headed fuckers in the future. "It's the real world, deal with it." GAH!


Ok, now I am going to bed. That just took much too much out of me. Long day, Zoey tired, need sleep. Night night.



1984. female. sometimes happy. sometimes sad. sometimes mad. always tired. no clue what she is doing with her life. currently working to save money. hates herself.

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